I am pretty much a quiet person but apparently I have a lot to say. I am always on here writing or ranting about something. In gatherings of more than one I don’t talk much, mainly because my interests or concerns are vastly different and because I wait for an opening to insert something in rather than just trying to louder.
I do have a lot to say but not all the time which contradicts me writing an entry on here every day. This is not my job, I don’t make any money doing this and if I took a month off nobody would really notice; so why do I keep doing this? My fears, my struggles, my victories, my insights, my failures; well maybe someone else out there has gone through or is going through the same and it’s a connector . you are not alone, you are not the only one and someone somewhere else on the globe can say been there done that or yeah I know what you mean.
There is no pressure to write on here. If it was my job to spit out an entry a day it would be pressure. Some people, not me, when under the gun to produce something quality, at the last minute shine like the sun. Once something for me becomes a have to, I struggle. I do have a very annoying active mind that in the midst of doing something I have to it will whip up something to do like eat or watch to TV or splurge at some retail discount place. I also get bombarded with things that I need to do or should do while relaxing.
Much of what I write gets over looked and I realize that.
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